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My evening valentine

2012-02-15T02:27:00.002+08:00

Valentine's dinner, all time fav sine young (L)

Thanks for the necklace, it's really beautiful and i like it when you're thinking of me when you're buying it. Hehe. XOXO.

Hope you like what i did for you too :)

Today is the day i decided to be back with you. After so many things it's still back to you.

I really hope it's not a wrong choice, cus i really love you :) Happy valentine!

Selynn's 19th birthday

2012-02-12T03:28:00.001+08:00

Birthday girl!

Had Seoul Garden Hotpot for dinner!

Ong buibuiiiiii

Love!

Super bowl @ Taman in the midnight.

Clara!

Ben and jerald

3 of them

Bowling as funnnnn, i likey!

Everything with fries

2012-02-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Interview @ Bodyshop after school.

Had lunch at Everything with fries, yummmmeh.

Ah gong's 90th birthday

2012-01-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

CNY 2012

2012-01-26T22:03:00.022+08:00

CNY Eve Reunion dinner @ home!

After that was usual routine praying. Then MBK & Titanium to celebrate Ah Heng's Birthday :)

CNY First day!

This was what i wore, hehehe!

At night, MBK with da family ~

Cny 2nd day, omw home from delta ave hahaha.

Met up with Mandy, Caren and Guo hao :)

That night, River angbao!

Midnight @ my house, gambling den!

Wonderful CNY :)

2011-10-24T15:03:00.001+08:00

2011-10-17T10:01:00.001+08:00

It's complicated, end of story. Woots.

2011-10-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

2011-10-12T12:05:00.001+08:00

OCTOBAHHH BABIES!

2011-10-11T15:22:00.001+08:00

Had a group celebration on 7th oct for my cousins who are born in oct @ Highlanders, good music :) After that was butterfly ~

Actually i'm just bored in class. Everybody's laughing at sunny. Wtf who call themselves sunny seriously?! LOL!!

Greetings!

2011-10-10T13:22:00.003+08:00

It show's if i'm on your mind.

Awwww, that's why i say goodnight msg is always important! Hahaha.

2011-10-07T15:05:00.004+08:00

กรุณามีความสุข.. Rmb?

2011-10-06T15:19:00.003+08:00

What should i do now? I'm so lost.

我只想要开心，很难吗？

2011-09-29T05:05:00.000+08:00

On grandma's birthday :)

2011-09-21T04:13:00.001+08:00

" If you're trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy. Unless you want everybody to be happy except you "

I think i'm walking towards..

Bitch's 18!

2011-09-05T17:58:00.001+08:00

MANDY LIM FINALLY TURN 18 AND LEGAL TO TAKE HER CAR LICENSE THAT SHE HAD BEEN COUNTING DOWN LOL.

Town for Smurf movie and Ding Tai Fung for dinner with Mandy Caren GuoHao JianMing Marcus and Johnny :)

Me and guohao bought her a guess wallet and earring, hope she likes it (L)

After that was MBK to celebrate my Son's birthday! Hehehe. Left early though.

2011-09-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

I've never missed you this badly before. I thought i wouldn't be that affected but i'm wrong. Everday feels like hell, time pass by so slow without you.

Everywhere i go, i think of the times that we went there. Everything i do remind me of you, us doing it tgt. Even when i'm home i still think of you. The things that you gave me, how i can fall asleep in last than a min in your arms. Now i fucking take few hours before i fell asleep. Wth.

I've already make the first move why are you still holding back. Do you know how i struggled before i texted you again? And i don't get it why you say things like i don't have to know, you don't have to answer me. WTF. Fine luh, i know we not together already i not fit to ask you questions is it?

SERIOUSLY FML. I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL. BE IT TOGETHER OR NOT TOGETHER.

L.

2011-08-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

I know if I were to leave, you'll not hold me back this time. That's where it hurts, to know.

2011-08-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

How to tell you i still love you, how to tell you i missed us. I'm sorry for doing this but i think it's for the best. I rather i had good memories of you, than a bad image of you. Just stay perfect in my mind i'll be contented. and i wonder how long it's gonna take me to get over you....

3rd.

2011-08-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 years together.. :)

Monday love!

2011-07-05T01:39:00.001+08:00

Even though it's a very short date with you today but it's enough to wash away all the unhappiness before that. Love the way you are baby :)

Cannot believe its going to be 3 Years. It just felt like yesterday.

My legal date :)

2011-06-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

Choices.

2011-05-01T03:45:00.003+08:00

Today started out so sweet and nice. I was still feeling so happy to wake up beside you, but things just changes so fast i don't know what to say.

I am so upset, I feel like my heart for you just died. I seriously cannot stand the one I love not having the mind of his own, the authority to decide on something so simple. Is it really so difficult to voice? Why must we follow the flow? no wait, it's not even counted as following the flow when only 2-3 person agreed. And what about me? Invincible or just because I'm your girlfriend they are you friends it's not about me today Thats why what I said was not taken into serious consideration?

Do not say I'm unreasonable, I fucking tolerate for 3 hours. If you really know me well, you know I would have walked away. But I didn't because I gave you face and you've accompanied me with my friends ytd.

There goes my sat night. Home with no dinner and lots of anger and sadness in me. Alone. And a brief and insincered "sry ah" and disappeared. Thanks man.

Maybe we should consider what we really are ONCE again. Your imagine in my mind had changed, this is not the type of guy I like or would want. I need a decisive guy who can decide on certain important things and not waste time.

Do you even realize we don't really have time to hang out till like 2 weeks later? Maybe it doesn't bothers you but it does to me. But yeah I know you're gonna say you don't have a choice blahblahblah. Fine.

What's with you not contactig me? am I in the wrong now?

Entertain me please.

2011-04-24T18:52:00.001+08:00

Realize I didn't update my blog for nearly month! So here am I updating it using my iPhone. Haha. I am too bored and I've nothing to do at work :(

Bby's back from his Brunei trip, likea finally! Usual meet up, dinner and movies. Nothing much.

Went to cousin's house warming at queens condo yesterday. Wish that one day I can
Move into a condo too. Hehehe.

Birthday is 1 month plus away and haven decided wtf I want to do. Sian. Everybody asking what I want, but idk what to say. I want
Money, give me money sua. Hahahahaha.

I wish i'm away

2011-03-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

Finally an off day after 4 working days and a proper date with my baby :)

So sat midnight send my maid off with Ysing and Ken to the airport @ 4.30am. Then had breakfast at Killney, shiok!

Ysing drop me off at Bby's house, by the time it's already in the morning. Catch a few hours of sleep and ate at his house before heading out to Mount Faber Safra! First time there, likea noob. Haha.

After buying his stuff we catch a movie, World Invasion Battle LA, to me it's not really that nice. After that went to Tiong and had our dinner at Sakae! Not buffet but still eat till we want to vomit. (Y)

Went back to his place, he pack his stuff and off we go separate ways. Cab home, suppose to play mahjong but when i went up they already ended their game. :(

USS!

2011-03-19T23:38:00.009+08:00

Finally get to visit USS! Am so happy yeah! Went with Aunt ann, uncle, gordon boy and bro! (Y)

Sunny and rainy. Memories :)

Big momma with love.

2011-03-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Met up with my 2 precious Caren & Mandy for K box session @ CCK. We've got a 20+pax room for the 3 of us, the room is super big! Haha.

After that we're super hungry, so we headed to Sakae Sushi! Yumz.

Went over to Jurong Point to meet up with Caren's friend Wawi, Andy & Abu? Guohao came to join us too! :D Catch a movie, "BIG MOMMA", nice show!

After movie, went to KFC for dinner. Cabbed back to my house for MJ session! Hehe. Ended around 4am, 4 of us squeeze on my bed and we fell asleep...

The next day woke up around 11am, rot at the sofa till 2pm then we headed to West Coast Plaza for Fish & Co. ! Fish too salty ~ Headed to work after that.

I AM GOING TO U.S.S. THIS SAT. YAY!

It fair ended!

2011-03-15T14:04:00.002+08:00

Woots! Finally IT fair ended! For the past 3 days we're like zombies going to war. Haha.

Had only like 5 hours of sleep, 1 meal and lots of customers to entertain. ESP those disputes, irritating customers and weird people.

But it's still so fun and it's definitely a great experience for me! Now I can do cable and maxonline sales with my eyes close. Fuckig proud. Lol. Make alot of new friends too :)

Gonna miss the breakfast Andrew bought for us everyday. It's super nice I love it! Yumz. Haha.

Thi is the cover sichen bought for me at bkk. Loving it max!! Hehehe.

Abd lastly, haven been meeting my babyboy due to IT fair. Gonna meet him this coming Sunday. ฉันคิดถึงคุณ, ฉันรักคุณ !! :)

3 more months.

2011-03-10T18:40:00.004+08:00

I'm turning 18 in 12 weeks (rounded down)/88 days/2112 hours/126,720 minutes/7,603,200 seconds

I'm just bored at work :/

Alicia no fear one.

2011-03-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

Finally get to meet my baobei alicia! Yay!

Met her in the late afternoon @ IKEA for meatballs! Yumz, too hungry already forget to take picture of the food.

Then we headed to Dhoby Ghaut to get our mission done, somehow half done only. LOL. We was having fun carryig out our mission, hahaha!

Fang joined us and we went to Cathay, wanted to eat Aston but alot people, so we had Popeye AGAIN.

After eating we parted, i went to Golden Mile AD Office to find bro, and we cabbed home. Had starhub home training at home tgt with Mandy & GH. Tiring and stress, depression for the night.

BTW, It's gordon boy's birthday today! He's seriously growing up already :) Gonna go USS with his family and bro on the 19th! YAYNESSSSSSS. Woots.

Mini W46Q

2011-03-07T15:49:00.001+08:00

It's a monday! Met up with my W46Q people! Only the 4 of us though.. HAHA.

Met at Cine in the late afternoon, had our lunch there, pepperlunch! Followed by "Unknown" the movie.

Headed to cathay for Ben&Jerry and Popeye! (Y)

And we walk and walk and walk.

Bring Shiqi to Taohuay as she said she wants to see, noob.

Then continue walking to LASELLE, bugis, suntec and home!

Had fun with them, i miss school! :)

Next outing gonna be april 11th, S-E-N-T-O-S-A. WOOOO \m/

Sakae with bby!

2011-03-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

Had sakae sushi @ SCAPE before heading to work, missed my boy badly! (L)

***

cause i know i'm still deeply in love with you..

Cousin Sydney's Wedding Day.

2011-03-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

Early morning went to cousin's house for the morning ceremony. Bro's job was to open the car door, so cute. Haha.

This are the punishment for the guys, contain all 酸甜苦辣, so funny. Haha.

Headed home to sleep for 3 hours, then prepare to go MG for their wedding dinner :)

Their bridal suite is super big and nice, got 2 rooms connected!

The food and atmosphere was also awesome! We're being put in a table of cousins we don't know, weird i know. LOL.But they're fun :D

(L)

Notice

2011-03-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

Even though it's only all the small factor but why doesn't it hurt more and longer as compare to big factor. Is it because its things that left unsaid? I don't know and I don't like it. I know what is my next move but that's not what I want.

I also don't know what I typing.

Test

2011-03-04T04:55:00.003+08:00

Blogging using this don't know what app for iPhone. Wooooo. Cause I haven been updating using laptop, no feel. Hehe.

Test

2011-03-04T04:55:00.001+08:00

Blogging using this don't know what app for iPhone. Wooooo. Cause I haven been updating using laptop, no feel. Hehe.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

2011-03-01T01:56:00.000+08:00

"He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot.

The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you.

The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world"

Aik's 21st!

2011-02-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

Alright, spent my sunday on Aik's 21st birthday!

Me and bby bought him a shirt from T-bar and i bought 2 shirts for myself too, hehe!

& Happy birthday to my er ge too :)

END OF YEAR 1!

2011-02-18T23:14:00.001+08:00

Have been meeting Shiqi,Steven,WK,Kevin for breakfast everyday so i will not be late for my UTs like the first day. (Y)

Yesterday was my second last UT! Was already slacking, didn't manage to study New media at library. Ended up facebooking etc etc as usual.

Left school around 3plus with selynn, headed to A.D office to collect our commision and then went to Robinson to shop for presents for our boys :) Home sweet home for dinner that after.

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And as for today, it was awesome. Last UT for year one! FTW!!!

Met up with Gab & co. for awhile and then headed to CCK to meet up with W46Q fellows for Kbox session!

After singing, went to jurong east's fairprice to buy food for our steamboat session while waiting for Steven & Elvis. To my house for dinner! :>

After eating we mahjong, dai-di, tv, talking session! It was awesome!

It's getting late so they left...

More photos coming up as soon as WK uploaded it. :)

Barefoot CNY dinner

2011-02-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

After UT went to clementi to meet mandy, accompanied her for lunch and met up with caren for awhile, head to work!

Work for 3 hours only and closed shop as we're having our super late CNY dinner. LOL.

@ Taka's seoul garden!

My valentine with you..

2011-02-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

Met up with bby in the evening and he gave me a surprise. So sweet of him, love! :)

So we headed to Vivo for dinner @ Kinglouis, awesome food!

Love this picture!

After that we went walking alone sentosa boardwalk, seriously beautiful!

Back from the walk and digest abit already, went to fruit paradise! Hehe!

And it's movie time!

As he promised, valentine in gold class every year :)

Thank you baby, you're the best thing ever :)

V day!

2011-02-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Spend my valentine day in school with exams and studying. But it's okay, spent with lovely people :)

Love my baobei alicia! Gave me kinder chocolate! Hehe.

Selynn's 18th!

2011-02-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPPPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SELYNNNNNN ANG :D

Gave her a surprise, hehe.

Celebrated her birthday @ Iluma's Manhattan fish market!

After eating, we went for movie!

Ah Gong birthday 2011

2011-02-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Spend my sat daytime at home to study Cog. Didn't complete though.

Headed out to Chinatown, Tam Kah Shark Fin Restrt for Ah Gong's birthday celebration! The food there was awesome :)

After dinner, headed to Clarke Quay to drink and watch soccer.

Home sweet home around 3am! :D

Last day of year 1.

2011-02-11T15:56:00.001+08:00

Today's the last day of year one and also the last day with W46Q.

Surprisingly i felt quite upset that we can't be classmates anymore :( And everyone was super steady and fun this week! Urg, why didn't that happen few months ago? Hahaha.

At first didn't wanna go school, but in the end still can't resist them, chiong go school for last lesson :D

Spam 300 photos, stay tune (Y)

2011 feb's 11th

2011-02-11T11:06:00.001+08:00

两年半了,随然有分开过，但对你的爱从来都没有停过 :)

Test!

2011-02-10T13:34:00.001+08:00

Testing out scribefire from google chrome. Can blog directly from here! :D

Hand itchy

2011-02-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

Got the sudden urge to blog! But i don't know where to start from :(

Hand really itchy wanna blog. Hahaha. Maybe can start from CNY right? But currently am on the phone with bro gf.

Distraction, so i can't blog every single thing out. Shall do it when i'm free. Just came here to clear spider web away :)

And yay! That idiot decided to start blogging again also, i wanna see my face in every post k :D

Updates for the last few 2010 days!

2011-01-04T15:04:00.010+08:00

Pictures of you.

2010-12-15T15:19:00.006+08:00

Watched " Skyline " it was awesome! :)

Ubin trip with Bby, Selynn & Aik on Sat!

( More photos on bby's camera )

The day we dyed our hair (Y)

A home salon @ CCK, her service was super nice and cheap, love it !

My hair so long 60$ only, with good coloring and treatment :D

Polo-teeeeee with the girls! Hehe.

Holiday days are coming, but it doesnt feel like holiday AT ALL.

2010-12-02T12:24:00.000+08:00

I stare up at the stars.
I wonder just where you are..
You feel a million miles away...

Vampire Diaries (L)

2010-11-29T14:24:00.003+08:00

Totally into this, they're so HOT (Y)

11th

2010-11-11T15:06:00.001+08:00

Happy Anni loser (Y)

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After UT met up with him and we went down to Suntec to eat Kuishinbo! Eat till want vomit, shiok max.

No more strawberry, i think watermelon look more alike ^^

After that was movie time, MEGAMIND! So cute la! Cab home after that :)

4/3

2010-11-08T13:06:00.002+08:00

Miss those sec sch days..

Sentosa

2010-11-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

Kim Gary Hong Kong Cafe, Underwater world, insect kingdom, butterfly park, skyride, luge, steamboat (Y)

23 Oct 2010

2010-11-06T21:44:00.007+08:00

Went to eat Sakae @ Park Mall.
Then Paranoma Activty @ PS.

Headed to Vivo's Marche to celebrate Louis' 18th birthday

After that went down to Newton to celebrate Weiling's birthday.

LOL.

2010-11-02T13:20:00.001+08:00

S.C.H.O.O.L. = Seven Crappy Hours Of Our Lives.
C.L.A.S.S. = Come Late And Start Sleeping.
F.I.N.A.L.S. = Fuck I Never Actually Learned Shit.

Updates (Y)

2010-10-19T10:10:00.019+08:00

Sunday 17/10 was super tiring. Ate curry rice (Y) and drag myself to work...
Dinner had Swenson with Strawberry! HAHAHA.

Sat 16/10

Vivo in the daytime, ate Dian Xiao Er :D

Went to Tiong to buy camera as we didn't have any for Night Safari (Y)

After that went to Mac to find Alicia! Hehe.

Night safari at night. Awesome.

After Night safari, headed down to St James' Bellini to celebrate Da ge's birthday :D
Bought him along too, hehe. After that had supper.

15/10, school as usual, went home early to sleep. Then met up with Mandy, GH, Yuanyin, Brendon @ West Coast Prata for dinner. Chill till 10plus i headed home because i have to do RJ!

Watch 公主家到 till midnight, went to meet Ben :)

13/10 Wed, School was worse. LOL. Chill at school with 2 siaokia then headed to clementi with selynn to meet Bro, Mandy & GH. Had KOI and chill @ GH's block till night.

12/10 Tues, First day of school was crap. Miss W15R badly :( After school was work.

11/10 Mon, last day of holiday. Late afternoon met up with them @ jurong, had aston :D
After that accompany GH to cut his stupid ugly hair. Then we headed down to Clementi for Kbox session. Left half way, went to St James' Wine & Bar, follow by Bellini to celebrate Cindy's birthday.

Zoo on 10/10 with Bro, Weiling & Ben :D

Still you.

2010-10-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

Totally love this show. At first i doesn't have any clue about what this show is about, i just know that Zac Efron is in it. Lol.

But after i watch it, omg, it's so god damn nice and he is right that i will like it :)

*That's so sweet of you :D *

It's super saddening and touching. Now i want to look for the book and read :)

***

Alright, i got my result, GPA2.6 for sem 1. Hehehe. Not bad, cus i didn't study, my attendence sucks and i still manage to squeeze a 2.6 out and didn't fail anything. But actually i was expecting a 2.8 with 1 failing module. LOL. Whatever.

Sem 2 is starting real sooon.

And, we'r back together :)

Just can't bother what others think anymore. They are right, i can't please everyone, so might as well just stick with the choices that i am happy with.

I AM HAPPY WITH HIM. :)

2010-09-27T01:48:00.005+08:00

I wanted to tell you how i happy i was today when i'm with you today. I wanted to hug you and say let's just get back together. But i didn't. They thought and i thought things were going well. Is it?

***

Clear my doubts baby.. Just let me know and i'll be alright.

One moment for me.

2010-09-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

I don't know what will happen but i believe in myself. I rather tired myself out by having 2 jobs than doing nothing which will lead to much more thinking of bo liao stuff.

Why can't you just support me for my decision ? You said you're just concern about me. But sending out invitation for tua is more important than having dinner with me when you have not seen me for a week, have not had dinner together for like 2 weeks. Fuck you understand ?

I thought you'll be happy that i am home the whole day. But all i get is naggings and stupid words from you. You never fail to disappoint me, you're always busy with NONSENSE stuff. When i was young it's like this, grow up also like this. Irritating much. Going home is like a hotel for me to sleep only. Crap.

Work work work work work work. Forget everything (Y)

gonna work starhub roadshow this weekends (L)

2010-09-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

Just cry out loud ...

If you could ask God one question what would it be?

2010-09-08T00:38:00.001+08:00

Can i believe you ?

Throw yourself over

I need this tonight.

2010-09-07T18:30:00.002+08:00

HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG.

Have you broken any bones? If so, how?

2010-09-06T21:20:00.001+08:00

I've broke my right elbow before. LAUGH OUT LOUD.

This is damn classic. It happens when i am still in Primary School. Below the age of 10. Can't really remember the actual dates and stuff. But i will never forget what happen.

I was roller-bladding under my house void-deck alone. I saw my brother approaching so i went down the curb and i fucking loose balance and fall.

*CRACK*

My elbow was facing another side already, which is something a normal elbow can't do. So yeah, i was crying away and my brother was panicking. LOL. Then i manage to pull my hand back to the correct track and i heard another *CRACK*. So my bro brought me home, my mum scolded me and i was admitted to the hospital.

Throw yourself over

What was the worst movie you've ever seen?

2010-09-05T18:19:00.001+08:00

Good question. The worst movie i've ever watch is " HAUNTED CHANGI " ! I can't trust Singapore movie anymore. LOL.

Throw yourself over

Mandy turn 17!

2010-09-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

Bro's birthday

2010-09-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Swenson dinner as celebration :)

Exam stress

2010-09-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

After so long, this feeling hasn't come back to me till now. I remembered the last time i had exam stress was during O Level. LOL.

Now it's sem 1 final, i feel so nervous! Firstly is because i am gonna take my UT 3 with strangers. Sigh, think of it jiu sian.

So fast it's already Sept! Dearest Bro and Bitch's birthday is nearing :)

Alright hasn't been updating properly, cause i think that somethings just can't be typed out.

Shall keep some record of my life.

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Sat 21/08 working at ion, after that went down to C's grandma's funeral with mandy @ west coast till midnight 4plus 5? I think.

Sunday 22/08 went to find Yiping in the afternoon @ Bishan J8 to shop for alicia's birthday present, had lunch @ Mos Burger.

After that was chilling @ Serangoon North then home.

Monday 23/08 forgot what i did in the daytime. Night time went to "eat table" @ telok blangah, selynn and sichen came along :D Midnight went out for supper + talking till morning with selynn!

Tuesday 24/08 night after work, train back to jurong with Keith to meet Selynn. Supper @ Teban Prata Shop tgt with Sichen. Chilled till midnight 3am.

Wed 25/08 met up with Yiping & Vincent to prepare her birthday present. We went to Jurong Library and started doing things.

After that we went to Tiong to wait for birthday girl, met up with KF there too.

So after she ended work, we went to Chinatown to eat, SHIOK LA (Y)

After that was KBOX TIME!! We all order alcohol, Cent's Whiskey coke is the best. Lol. Yiping and her honey lemon and her voice goes haywire ~ LOL.

Thursday 26/08 was work, ate food opera curry rice , yumyum! Home, order mac as supper :P

Friday 27/08 was suppose to study with Mandy, GH and Marcus, but somehow in the end we ended up playing board games at the cafe. lol.

PS : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 大姐大 :D

Sat 28/08 was working at MG, babymilo mascot is super cute! (Y)

Ben came down for during my break and we went to Scape, had dinner @ Cine. Bought IceRockz! 2 weeks time, i don't know what you said is gonna come true anot. But still, we shall see. Totally have no comments. Speechless.

Sun 29/08 spent my daytime watching my drama (Y) Love Raymond Lam ! Haha. Dinner was @ Tanjong Pagar. "Eat Table" again, but the food was super awesome. Shiok.

Monday 30/08 woke up super early, because Da Ge's treating me, Er Ge & Diana to Wild Honey @ MG for breakfast :D Me is super the happy as the food there is super the awesome (Y) After our heavy breakfast, we headed to Raffles Place to collect granddad's watch and went to " The cookie museum " for tea session :) After that was work with Joanne!

Tuesday 31/08 was teacher's day. Suppose to go back CWD. Actually i can't really find any reason to go back. So i somehow overslept. Cab down and everyone is gone, lol. So i didn't went back, met them up and went to West Coast Plaza for lunch :)

After that i went off to West Mall for Primary school gathering ! Mr.Yeo treated us swenson ice-cream, my fellow pri-classmates was there together with some juniors. We plan to have another BBQ gathering @ Mr.Yeo's house in 5th of Nov. Hehe.

Everyone left, and i went to meet Mandy & GH then we train to Bugis & it's SHOPPING TIME (Y) Bought a navy strip dress & a long white top :D Super happy with my navy one!

Yesterday 01/09 was with Mandy & GH. We studied & played board games from 4-10pm.

Went home and continue to chiong my drama, watched half way disc got problem can't continue. Damn sad! :( So i went to sleep. LOL.

Today, met Yiping @ Lau Pa Sat for lunch :D Did a quick catch up, meeting her tomorrow for pedicure! Hehehehe (Y)

After that went to ION to accompany adeline, but actually i was waiting for Jo and we went to shop. Lol. I finally bought my facial cleanser from Etude house! Bought a top and Bro's birthday present, bought a GAP shirt, hope he likes it :)

Alright, after work gonna celebate Bro's birthday! :)

哭过就好

2010-08-27T03:09:00.003+08:00

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

Which?

2010-08-19T09:11:00.004+08:00

When i was lying on my bed thinking what you said to me, one part of me was wishing you really meant what you said while another part of me was telling me it's all a lie.

I'm struggling with all the words/lies/nonsense all those fellows have been telling me. I think i should choose to ignore, be it true or not. At least i'll not get hurt.

Caused i believed him, but i found out it's lies and that hurts quite abit ...

Holiday!

2010-08-16T11:32:00.004+08:00

Alright, back to work first day was great, get to work with Jo! :D And JY bought Hello Panda, and we was like collecting the box, Jo got another letter already, haha!

After work didn't went steamboating. Instead ate @ 剪刀剪 Curry Rice with Sichen. Shiok shiok, but before that was a torture, keep ask me walk around with blangalah all over. Kbox @ Chinatown after that :)

Friday was last day of Sem 1. I didnt went to school because i woke up at 10am, lol too late for school! So i rot at home till it's time for work!

After work went to meet up with Yiwen, Johnny, KianFoong and his 2 other friends. Went to Bishan J8, drop his friends off and pick Ping up! HEaded to punggol for nasi lemak!

We pack our rice and headed to East Coast Park to chill with Guo Liang & yiwen's family. Me and Ping met Laosu there awhile too, after that it's gonna rain soon so we went off and yiwen sent us home :)

Sat rot at home till evening, headed out to meet Ping @ AMK to do pedicure :D

Went Pool-ing awhile and i went off to meet Ben. Had Pepper lunch for dinner & watched PCK Movie (Y) Back to home around midnight and headed out again. LOL.

Yiwen and Guoliang came to fetch me and we went to fetch Ping, then headed down to Changi Villiage to eat, saw trans! Shocking view! Hahahaha. Ate prata and we went rounding to see more trans.

After that was OCH, oh crap, it was scary when we didn't even went in! So yeah we went off :x

Suppose to send Ping home but we ended up chilling at her house's playground till 6am in the morning! Awww, slept at 6plus going 7am.

Woke up at 12pm, met Sichen for breakfast and cab to work @ MG! time pass super fast there as i get to use my Itouch to online, hehe.

After work met Ben for dinner, we had Swenson! (Y) Accompany him to wait for cab and he's late, lolol, so guilty cus he can't book out this weekend already :/

Went to barefoot awhile, then waited for JY to finish his work and he sent me to CP to meet Sichen and he went off. Cab home with Sichen and her colleagues after that, Keith's seriously full of shit. LOL.

***

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, it's my holiday now. Gonna eat sakae later on with Mandy and GH, MISS YOU 2!

And crap, GUYS, stop telling lies. lol.

2010-08-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼.

1 last day for 1 more module.

2010-08-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

Hoseh, tuesday totally no mood for school. Partial-ed and when Kboxing with GH & Mandy @ clementi! Dinner with family, rot at home after that.

Yesterday partial-ed too, went to AMK for pool & kbox session :D After that accompany pingpong go compass point, then went to S.north to chill, home after that.

A113 Maths module for sem one ended today! Okay, going to work now. But i'm super looking forward to tonight because i'm steamboating! Hope i can eat taohuay too , hehe. (Y)

Tomorrow is programming last day for Sem 1. Stupid faci, gave me another F-0.5 again. So i shall thnk twice if i want to go to school tomorrow. I think i'll probably NIFM. Haha.

Tomorrow is also the last day of Sem 1, gonna miss W15R badly man...

Tomorrow night ponggul nasi-lemak!!!!!!!! :)

National Day

2010-08-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

Pool and watch Fireworks (Y) with Yiping, Daniel & Ong.
Met Selynn & Aiksin there too! :D

National Day Eve

2010-08-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 9.30am, slowly drag to prepare and met Selynn. Went to JE to met up with Kenneth, Alvin and Yong Hong, all of us were wearing WHITE. LOL!

Okay so we train down to City Hall to eat Mac breakfast then to Marina Bay, was waiting for the bus to fetch us to MB, but it's seriously super hot and we changed our mind.

Wanted to kbox but didn't, took the Red Line train back to JE, there's 2 siaokia inside the train which makes us :O

So we went to Boon Lay Park, fly kite there! Haha, fun :)

Then we went to Jurong Safra for pool session, i was freaking happy that i WON kenneth ong, but they said i forgot to declare black ball going in where so i lose, DAMN IT.

After that we went to Pepper Lunch for dinner! Damn long never eat already :P

Hong and Alvin left as we headed down to Queensway, Kenneth bought his jersey, walk around, went to Pasamalam and back to my house!

At first our plan was Monopolying, but as the journey back to my house we was talking "deeply", so we changed our mind. Went to Sheng Shiong to shop for tibits and talking session at my house till midnight :) Kinda sad when we talk till certain things, but it felt so much better to pour things out.

***

Hope you'll be fine..

Single Saturday

2010-08-08T01:58:00.003+08:00

Early morning went to Takashimaya's Royal Copenhagen for breakfast :D

Walk around town then we headed to Delta Ave to see Reagan and Poochi.

Headed back home, changed and went to AMK hub to find Ong, went to eat his dinner while i ate chocolate ice kachang. Still remember who bought it for me the first time at the same place :)

Then went to buy KOI! He ended work and we went to chill at Serangoon North.

Cabbed to Holland V and had my awesome Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao Buffet with Barefooters :D Diana sent us home (Y)

FLYING KITE TOMORROW! DAMN EXCITED. HEHE. Weekends well spent :)

***

Everything went well till i saw that ... Sigh, disappointed at first, follow by heartbreak, numbness now. Time to really move on this time.

2010-08-06T09:07:00.005+08:00

SERIOUSLY IF I GET THE CHANCE I'LL FUCK THE HELL OUT OF YOU.

I hate what i just saw.
You'll pay for it i swear.
I'll let you have a taste of it.

Hate aruna.

2010-08-05T14:01:00.005+08:00

Sigh, know nuts about today's programming, can i don't go up to her later on? I'm afraid i'll just FUCKING THROW A CHAIR AT HER !

Work.

2010-08-05T11:00:00.002+08:00

I'm back to BAREFOOT! LOL!

I don't know why i went back also, but i just thinks that i need a job to let time pass by faster.

Starting work next week, working on thurs-sun, now i'm so free to work on weekends. (Y)

Hope it's healing, please do not do "stuff" that i think you will. Please.

11

2010-08-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me what i want now ...

七情六欲.

2010-08-03T23:25:00.001+08:00

醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样

***
Maybe i must say thanks for treating me like this for a period of time already, cause this time round's break up isn't so hard to get by, because i'm alreadu use to you not being here anymore ...

Celebration

2010-08-03T12:38:00.002+08:00

Last night was awesome, thanks to lovely cousins.

Baked muffins, home-cook dinner, dessert, Udders Ice-Cream ( The best part ), E.A.T chicken wing :D

Damn, i seriously love UDDERS ICE-CREAM! :D

BESTSELLER! Mao Shan Wang Durian – King of Cat Mountain durian
Connoisseur Range
This is the king of the king of fruits. Bitter, sweet, pungent, fragrant, complex flavours intertwined into an explosion of durianism.

My all time fav (Y)

**

JY, you make the night better for me last night, thanks :)

Inception.

2010-08-03T00:41:00.002+08:00

Inception means that it's a new beginning, if you think this is the beginning so it is the beginning.

This is the beginning of my life officially without you. I was seriously upset about what you said to me. Everyone sees the effort and time that i spent on you, i'm always putting myself in your shoe and you said i'm not there for you when you needed me, great. So where were you when i needed you? Not free is it? Even an idiot also know what i meant by " be there for me ", it's mentally there, the sense of security that you're always be there no matter what.

Did you really love me, till now i am still questioning myself.

Dream.

2010-08-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

You said we can meet in our dreams later on, do you know how hard is that?

After all these you didn't bother to change. But why is it so that when i've already made up my mind and you fucking change now? Can't you change when i am hoping you to?

What for change now, don't you think it's a little too late?

The dream we once shared, oh please, come back to reality. You know it's impossible to carry on the dream.

***

Watched INCEPTION twice, straight in a row in the same place makes me think alot ...

27th, 28th & 29th july

2010-07-30T13:11:00.004+08:00

27th went down to NYP find GH to eat mac :D After that was window shopping :)

28th went MDA talk with Yiping to earn 2 CE points. LOL.

29th which is yesterday. Programming, still can endure till end of lesson, phew.
After lesson went down to Town, met up with Yiping's bf Daniel, benson and laosu.
Lepek at ION's starbucks, saw those familiar faces at ION! Was super duper happy :)
Then sudden cravings to sing so we headed to Cine's Kbox for 2 hours of singing.

***

Damn, super tired this morning and it's so cold! And yucks, i drank chocolate milk, disgusting. Spoil my appetite, didn't finish my hot cake @ Reel Room.

Class was discussing about our W15R's chalet during lunch, hehe, damn funny, can't wait though (Y)

Tomorrow gonna go down town again to accompany GH shop, have some plans for the night but not confirm yet, shall see how tomorrow goes.

Next sat having company dinner with Barefooters @ Holland V's Crystal Jade. Miss them! :D

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

2010-07-29T11:48:00.007+08:00

I missed you so, but somehow i think i missed the old you, the one that i've always love since that day you trigger my feelings towards you.

I'm very upset. I assume that i'll be very happy to know that you're back yesterday. But why is it that i just felt nothing, like really nothing, not happy nor sad to receive your msg. I guess it's something i already used to it already, which is your short and sudden meaningless msg, it's like just to let me know you're still alive and then disappear. You just comes and go.

I know what i replied was stupid, but i serious can't think of anything to say to you other than "hello". But i think your stupid pea brain doesn't think much into that msg. Sigh. And you disappear again. Calling me in the middle of the night with nothing to talk about, great. I didn't realize silence has taken into our place, between us. ( Okay maybe i realize, but i just didn't want to admit )

You're the last person i kissed, and i miss the feeling terribly. But when i touch your lips i only felt sadness, why?

I'll delete this before you read.

**

Another part of my life.

Marked.

2010-07-28T13:57:00.000+08:00

It's nice (Y)

Write.

2010-07-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

I just feel like inking down what's going on. But seriously, i don't what i should say here ...

My msn just dead on me, great (Y).

Where should i start?

Hmmm, was planning to go on an short overseas trip, but somehow it wasn't successful. Sorry man. However, it would be great to have a short getaway from here.

Well, it's like 2 more weeks to end of semester 1, which is gonna go pass super fast in a blink of an eye. Great, long holidays ahead and, tada, new classmates. Damn.

Fated.

2010-07-26T11:35:00.000+08:00

Time was never on my side before.
Fate turned cruel because I loved you more.
I don't understand where we could have gone wrong.
She was never meant to be in your arms

I'm worn out and I'm wasted and I'm still looking back to where we
started but my heart is crying out for the past
I think I can fake it, see you've already faded away.

Wait, you said that I should wait for you
Like I couldn't stop and see right through.
I'm caught in the middle of bitter and sweet.
You were the secret that I couldn't keep.

I'm worn out and I'm wasted and I'm still looking back to where we
started but my heart is crying out for the past
and I think I can fake it, see you've already faded away

and I know I'm keeping you alive
like a voice inside my head.
And as time moves on, I realize that all I want
Is to hold on to all of those words that you said.

I'm worn out and I'm wasted and I'm still looking back to where we
started but my heart is crying out for the past
and I think I can fake it, see you already faded away
away

2010-07-24T17:43:00.001+08:00

I'm a loser.

2010-07-24T17:34:00.004+08:00

I shall not reserve all my time for you anymore. You'll be the last one.

Why am i always the one thinking for you. Have you ever ask what had happen to me ?

Where are you when i needed you badly.

I've no one to turn to.

2010-07-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

What a saturday, spent at home and people pissing me off here and there. Fuck the world la.

A note on fb 08/2009

2010-07-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Crystal,

I feel like slaughtering you.
You have a nice boyfriend.
You make me wanna kill myself.... See More
You should stop being retarded.
Someday I will chop away ur head.
You + me = chaos.
If I saw you now I'd try not to kill u.
I want to kill you.
I would build a pig house just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be army songs.
We could sleep under the stars.

Love,
Ben

Fireworks.

2010-07-21T09:01:00.000+08:00

Will you bring me to watch fireworks this year ?

Vincent's

2010-07-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

If you guys can't read, the conversation is saying Vincent Goh partial and pangseh me to do PPT alone for today because he act coconut and LAO SAI!

He went home and LAO SAI until his ass hot. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Blind ?

2010-07-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

Am i blinded by love or is it they can't see what's good about him ?

Crop from mandy.

2010-07-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

Cant let go, cant leave you.

Give you all I have, stay with me..

Just another minute, will you be with me ?

No, you're not you anymoreeeeee.

Always always always will remember, but you never  ever did. 

You said never never never ever will forget it, but you always do it REPEATLY.

So, you're right. You said you will always remember  & never gonna forget it. 

But you  never ever remember this promises & always said you will never  forget it.

***

Sigh, let's just stay it's complicated/single for the time being.

2010-07-19T18:15:00.002+08:00

What is the thing she have that i doesn't have ?